Belinda
03-24-2009, 11:07 PM
This week has been absolutely insane for me, which is why I haven't been on as often as I would like to be.
I got sick...been taken out by a combination of a bad cold and the period cramps from HELL. Which was worsened by the fact that my self-defense class is doing "conditioning"...which I think really means my teacher is trying to kill us all. I don't like that class much.
And this week, Erik was told that his unit is deploying about a year from now. It's nice to have this much advance notice, but that also means I have to move up my wedding plans (SO glad I didn't book a place)...so instead of getting married next summer, we're talking about getting married New Year's Eve. So I'm MEGA planning that.
I'm just getting super stressed with everything going on, and I feel like he's being distant (with good reason, I mean, he's trying to deal with getting ready for his first deployment...) and it's just not been so good overall.
Hopefully I'll get better soon and that will make all of this easier to deal with.
I got sick...been taken out by a combination of a bad cold and the period cramps from HELL. Which was worsened by the fact that my self-defense class is doing "conditioning"...which I think really means my teacher is trying to kill us all. I don't like that class much.
And this week, Erik was told that his unit is deploying about a year from now. It's nice to have this much advance notice, but that also means I have to move up my wedding plans (SO glad I didn't book a place)...so instead of getting married next summer, we're talking about getting married New Year's Eve. So I'm MEGA planning that.
I'm just getting super stressed with everything going on, and I feel like he's being distant (with good reason, I mean, he's trying to deal with getting ready for his first deployment...) and it's just not been so good overall.
Hopefully I'll get better soon and that will make all of this easier to deal with.