i finally got the guts.

[ReginaCherie]

so i took a prego test cause i should have had my period last week.

well in not prego. and i cant deside to be happy of sad. i mean i guess im happy cause scott wants to be here, but at the same time im kinda disapointed. i want another baby so bad, but scott keeps telling me he wants to wait till he gets out of the marine core.

he said he would be fine if i was just that he didnt want it right now.

oh i just dont know how to feel right now.

i just want my man!

[~SaBrInA_lEiGh~]

im sorry gina i know how bad you wanted it but i know that right now all that will make you happy is if he could hold you and tell you its ok

[Lana]

It'll be ok. :( I'm sorry this is so confusing...

[~SaBrInA_lEiGh~]

well you can always take another one if you dont start anytime soon

[Cortnie DeNise]

It wasn't time right now...Rylie can still have all your attention...lol. I hope you feel better!!! :bighug:

[~SaBrInA_lEiGh~]

for now just keep using hayden as a helping hand on when ryry will get jealous.... haha like when he was sitting in your lap then boom you had two boys in your lap...lol

[Mary Cat]

I know it stinks when you don't know wether or not to be happy about a negative test... I've been there too
At least it means that now Scott will be around when you do have another child and Rylie will be happy that he gets to spend more time with you! :)

[Kathryn]

:( I'm sorry. It's just not the right time now I guess..It will happen when it's suppose and everything will fall into place :)

[Danie]

It's hard. I know I had a scare a few weeks ago, and I wanted it, but i didn't. I hope you feel better soon!

[erikalilly]

It will definitely happen when you are ready and remember... everything happens for a reason.