KristiMarie
03-22-2009, 06:25 PM
Seriously. I can't wait for class to start back tomorrow. Spring Break has SUCKED. I have tried to keep busy by reading ahead in classes and doing homework, but NOTHING has worked. THe days keep dragging on and on. It seems like JM coming home is FOREVER away even though its in the single digits now :(
I have been pmsing for 14 days now which doesn't help any either... and my body hurts so much from running I have left I don't know how many practices in tears lately, and took some pain killers they gave me this summer just to be able to cope with WALKING around campus and getting by. Yeah 7 weeks till NO MORE RUNNING! If I make it that long... Im thinking about just quitting right now... or just not running any but at meets! lol
I just keep crying myself to sleep. I keep putting on a happy face for JM cause I don't want him to know how badly things suck right now... ugghhhh I just wish WLC would hurry up and get over already ... I WANT TO JUST BE IN HIS ARMS and not worry about ANYTHING for a few days!
SOoo after writing this... its like GOD knew I was about to bawl my eyes out for no reason... I GOT A VIDEO CALL ON MSN FROM THE BOY!!!! They got 2 hours today instead of the entire Sunday off... hes back in the Barracks doing laundry!!! AND TALKIGN TO ME!!! Its not much time, he slept for most of it... but hell a 5 min video call will make my day right now!
Oh yeah it would also be cool if he lied about WLC dates and was on his way here RIGHT now to surpise me! lol... talk about wishful thinking... see why I need class to hurry up and start back up... I need something to fill my days that wont make me sadder and miss him more...
I have been pmsing for 14 days now which doesn't help any either... and my body hurts so much from running I have left I don't know how many practices in tears lately, and took some pain killers they gave me this summer just to be able to cope with WALKING around campus and getting by. Yeah 7 weeks till NO MORE RUNNING! If I make it that long... Im thinking about just quitting right now... or just not running any but at meets! lol
I just keep crying myself to sleep. I keep putting on a happy face for JM cause I don't want him to know how badly things suck right now... ugghhhh I just wish WLC would hurry up and get over already ... I WANT TO JUST BE IN HIS ARMS and not worry about ANYTHING for a few days!
SOoo after writing this... its like GOD knew I was about to bawl my eyes out for no reason... I GOT A VIDEO CALL ON MSN FROM THE BOY!!!! They got 2 hours today instead of the entire Sunday off... hes back in the Barracks doing laundry!!! AND TALKIGN TO ME!!! Its not much time, he slept for most of it... but hell a 5 min video call will make my day right now!
Oh yeah it would also be cool if he lied about WLC dates and was on his way here RIGHT now to surpise me! lol... talk about wishful thinking... see why I need class to hurry up and start back up... I need something to fill my days that wont make me sadder and miss him more...