This is my angry face....

[Belinda]

:badday::censored::fightinwords::gah::throwinfit:
I have been having the worst day...well, actually, it started last night...
I had two friends over to watch movies...and my friend Jess gets in a screaming fight with her boyfriend over the phone. For probably about 3 hours. It was ridiculous. And then she throws the phone at my other friend, Danielle and storms out of my room. So Danielle, who kinda knows Jess' bf, tries to calm him down, ends up I talk to him (complete stranger to me) for like half an hour while Jess goes off to let off steam. She makes both Danielle and I feel extremely awkward, keeps us all up til ungodly early...and I feel like she should have been considerate enough to take her fight with her bf back to her room, not make us be in the middle of it.
So I wake up today...and my throat is KILLING me. Like, it hurts soooo bad. :( I should have known then that I should have just stayed in bed.
I didn't do the reading for my class and got yelled at, it turns out I have a test in Chem on Friday I'm nowhere near ready for, and I spent all of my Brit Lit class trying not to pass out on my desk from exhaustion. (and trying not to kill Jess, who kept moaning about how her life was over cause of her fight with her bf...) I don't have the goggles I need for my Chem Lab tomorrow, and I need to find a friend I can borrow from.
But what really got me...
Erik and I were talking tonight, and it somehow comes out that his dad (my future FIL) is convinced I'm going to cheat on Erik.
Now, I understand that his dad was military and his wife cheated on him...but I feel like I'm the joke of the family or something...does his family just sit around WAITING for me to break his heart?
I need to go to bed before I get any more pissed. Today was not my day.

[Mary Cat]

Well hopefully the other things will blow over and you can get some good sleep but as for the FIL thing, my in-laws keep saying that I'm just using Matt for his money and stuff which isn't true.
In-laws I swear are mean on purpose to make sure you're going to stick around and prove them wrong. Just ignore him as much as you can

[Spahr]

gotta remember that in-laws have their kids best interest at heart and don't want to see them hurt... all you can really do is prove them wrong. It sucks a lot. I hope things start to get better and his father doesnt get to his head :bighug:

[happilymarried]

Omg i understand that it would be hard not to kill Jess!
And seriously..your future FIL needs to take a chill pill!!!Jus cuz his wife cheated on him,doesnt mean you will cheat on Erik!Youre better than that!Prove them all wrong,and dont take it too personal.Hang in there girl..i promise tomorrow will be better!!!

[Meredith]

I'm with spahr! We'll always be our parents kids and your IL's will allllwayss take his side! (even if theirs no side to take, or they decide to make one up - trust me! they will!!) Like everyone has said just be patient and prove them wrong!!

Sorry you had such an awful day! I hope you're feeling better and everything goes a little smoother tomorrow!!

PS CHEM BLOWS!!! Just keep at it!!

[ReginaCherie]

oh i understand the whole parents thinking you will cheat. both scotts parents and my parents did that. its dumb.

i hope things get better soon!

[Kira]

I hope you feel better soon! Spahr is right all you have left to do is prove your future FIL wrong!

Good Luck with yor Chem test!

[Cortnie DeNise]

I hope things get better and smooth out. People will have their opinions which is what they are...yes it happens to some, but reassure Erik that those people are not you :bighug:

[KristiMarie]

I love you


Hope your day gets better!

[Lauren_USMC_love]

Stay strong girl! Chem does suck, but just push through it. Just remember everything that happened with your friend will soon blow over. Hopefully you got some more rest and did well on your exam. Even though it's easier said than done, keep your head up. Even though others may try to influence you and Erik's relationship with their opinions, remember just that: it is YOU and HIS relationship, no one elses. Good luck girl! We're all here for ya!