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Mouse
02-28-2009, 10:41 PM
I just got home and showered. What a long day! Anyway. I'm super disappointed and you all will probably be too. I have no and I mean NO pictures to share. The second night I was there we got into a scuffle in a bar and I broke my flippin camera. I lost the stupid card somewhere when the camera spilled it's guts. Couldn't find it. :(
So I got to NC Friday and sat at the airport waiting for 2 hours. He finally picked me up around 8. We made it 5 minutes down the road and stopped at a Burger King and well uh things got interesting in the bathroom but some lady came in and ruined it so we left. Ended up behind a mall in the truck. lmao!
We stayed on base for like 5 days. Hanging out with his boys and partying. Pool, darts, bowling. Pretty much we just partied down hardcore. Lots of drunken nights closing down the bar and stumbling into Waffle House for 3 am breakfast. During the day we just layed around in his room listening to music and trying to break his bed. hehe.
We finally rented a car Wednesday and got a hotel room that night. Kingsize beds are great for lounging and rolling around but it sucks trying to cuddle up to someone in those things.
We went to Wilmington Thursday night to see some of his friends. Ended up in a bar with a mechanical bull. I did not take part in the bikini bull ride but I did get up on the bar for some trashy dancing. Tom and his buddy literally picked me up put me on the bar and wouldn't let me down. lol! Then we drove back to Jville to sleep in the hotel again.
Friday night we went BACK to Wilmington and caught a really awesome band at one of the bars there. Tom and I danced through most of the night. We had a blast! Then back to Jville again cause he had to pack his stuff so we could leave today.
I have to say that the way we said goodbye today truely broke my heart. We dropped off the rental car and hopped the shuttle to the airport. We flew out on different airlines and Tom said he would come wait with me until our planes were boarding. So the driver stopped at Southwest and he just stood up kissed me real quick and was like I love you girl. And he just left. I burst into tears in front of all these strangers. It was horrible.
I ended up sitting in the airport bar downing shots of whiskey and trying to hide the fact that I was crying until my plane left. Tom said that he thought it would be easier for us if we said goodbye that way. But it made me so sad. He's deploying for 8 months which means more like ten before I see him again. That is not the way I wanted to leave it.

Anyway this is super long. I'm sorry. I have to go back to work tomorrow. And honestly I don't know how long it's going to take me to get used to being alone again. So bear with me if I'm not on that much.

Spahr
02-28-2009, 10:56 PM
it sounds like you had an amazing time when you visited! And don't be gone for too long we are here to support you through the deployment and make it just a bit easier by giving you someone(s) who understand!

Danie
02-28-2009, 10:57 PM
I'm sorry he didn't do what he said he would do. I know it sucks saying goodbye like that. I have done that before too. I hope you adjust easily. We are here, whenever you come and 'visit'.
Hugs!

Meredith
02-28-2009, 11:24 PM
Awe Mouse. I'm sorry about the goodbye. Mike never lets me go in with him...he says it makes it harder. Some people just like to cut the string...although it wasn't fair for him to say he would stay with you and then bail on you!!! Poo to him!

Sounds like you had tons of fun on your trip tho! And like Spahr and Danie said we're here for you throughout the deployment!!

ReginaCherie
03-01-2009, 01:15 AM
it sounds like you had so much fun. im happy for you!

but sorry about that goodbye that sucks!

dawgangel24
03-01-2009, 02:56 AM
Yeah that kind of goodbye sucks...my husband and I drug out our goodbye and it made it 1000 times worse somehow. It made it more difficult at that moment and MUCH harder later on that night. We all know how you feel and like the other ladies said, we're here for ya!

~SaBrInA_lEiGh~
03-01-2009, 03:21 AM
hunny first off im so glad you had an amazing time with him, im sorry the good bye was like that but for guys sometimes they do stuff like that so they dont feel like or atually cry infront of their girls... were here for you when your ready and no matter what you know you can always get a hold of me at anytime you want...on myspace..;):nanypoo:...lol... i love you, we love you well be waiting

Lindsay
03-01-2009, 08:44 AM
im glad you had an amazing time while you visited!!
it is hard, but we are all here for you whenever you need us!:)

:bighug:

Lisa
03-01-2009, 12:21 PM
Aww Mouse I'm so sorry your goodbye wasn't everything you thought it would be! Boys are weird like that... but if you're sitting there being sad just remember how much fun yall just had and try and smile! Like they've all said we're here for you so I hope you adjust quickly!

KristiMarie
03-01-2009, 01:31 PM
Saying goodbye is the worst, just hold on to the good times you had together! Remember those!

JessicaLynn
03-01-2009, 02:10 PM
I'm sorry the goodbye was short & sweet. Josh likes to keep them that way too because it's "easier" but it sounds like you guys had some great memories while you were together!

Lana
03-01-2009, 02:21 PM
I'm sorry he didn't say goodbye the right way, but I'm glad you guys had a lot of fun while you were together. I hate that you didn't get to have any pictures. But no worries, you'll see him again soon and then you will take a load of pictures!!

Belinda
03-01-2009, 03:23 PM
I'm just the opposite...I always have to just let him leave before I burst into tears and refuse to let him leave.
But sorry he didn't stay with you like he said he would.:( We're all here for you when you need us, babe.