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[Mouse]

I was doing really good for the past couple of weeks. Got sweet emails from my boy and a phone call that was awesome. Friday night I went to a show and it just tore that hole back open. It made me miss him so much being there without him. 2 of the bands that played were bands whos songs we used to text back an forth to each other. It got to me.
Today hasn't been that much better. I mean its not overwhelming sadness and crying like it was when he first left. I can cope with it. I'm just missing him really bad the past few days. He hasn't been online in a few days either. I want to be handling this whole deployment thing better than I am.. This doesn't really get any better does it? Not until they get home at least. I can't remember ever thinking that I wanted summer to be over before it's even started.

[MrsJoey]

its hard girl. i mean,ive been going through this deployment for 13 months now and it DOES get easier but then theres times like this (that ive been in and out of lately) where you just HURT. you want him home so bad you cant stand it, and the fact that theres nothing you can do about it SUCKS. its SO damn frustrating. i know how you feel-i think we've all been there at one time or another. theres no solution, no magic trick. just...stay busy. laugh more, think positive. try your best not to let yourself get into funk/rut. some times its hard to avoid and sometimes you NEED to cry and be sad. its ok, its human,its normal. just dont let it engulf you and take over your life.

i know how you feel girl. i do lots of *sighing* these days ha. ive been where you are-and im there right now. KEEP your head up,and come here for support, or a smile, or a laugh,or a vent, or a cry,or whatever!

[Meredith]

I know it doesn't seem like it but it really will get easier. Mike was gone for 15 months and the first 3 I thought I was going to die....after awhile that went away. I had my days but it was bearable and by the time he got home I felt like a champ. It's always harder when you haven't heard from them in a few days. So just hang in there and wait for that phone call/email! He's thinkin about you just as much as you're thinkin about him! Keep your chin up, it will get easier, I promise!

[ReginaCherie]

like the girls said. it does get easier. youll have your days but things will get easier. i love you girl!

[Nuky Loves Nue]

:bighug: :bighug:

It has pretty much been said already, but we love you and keep coming here!!

[Christy]

I know it doesn't make the pain go away, but I promise it does get easier. I felt the same way you did last Summer, I just wanted to fast forward everything. But it does get easier. And you always have us!

[Kira]

I feel you it's like a roller coaster ride most of the time.

[Mary Cat]

It does get better.. some days and others, not so much
No matter what, we're always going to miss our loved ones when they're away
Hang in there girl
Just remember, he's worth the wait :)

[Mouse]

Thanks girls. I have no doubt he's worth waiting for. and I know I'll feel better when I get to talk to him. It just keeps sneaking up on me the past few days. I'm totally fine and happy one second and then blam! theres emo Mouse again trying not to sob into my coffee. Tomorrow will be better I guess. Thanks again for the encouraging words. You made me smile yet again.

[Lindsay]

aww girl im sorry!
i go through the same exact thing though, especially when things remind me of aaron and make me miss him more.
it really will get easier though, especially when you realize how fast the time is really passing by!!

[MrsJoey]

the whole BAM sob in the coffee thing? lordy ive been there! and it sucks bc at work im supposed to be happy front desk lady lol...its so hard sometimes i have to sneak into the bathroom and get myself together. it DOES sneak up on you.

youre a strong chick and im proud of you! keep your head up!

[Mouse]

Aw Kelly seriously you just made me feel so much better! I'm sorry you're in the same boat hun! Keep your chin up hun and next time you're coffee makes you weepy remember I'm probably doing it too. ;)

[Cortnie DeNise]

If you pray for him, you and his fam through this deployment. Try to take something positive out of it and not make it so negative. Take it one day at a time, and keep a journal of your feelings. If one day is too much then take it one week at a time. Write down your thoughts and come on here when you feel sad. We are here for you. Keep your head up...look how many days have passed already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!