He's gone....

[Ignite06]

My hubby left and he is gone... I feel like a brick wall has smacked me in the face. For the first time i realized, " I am all alone in Germany." I miss him so much my chest hurts when i think about him. Everytime i look around the house i see his stuff and i get all choked up thinking, whose gonna use that this year? I would REALLY love to know when R&R will be, that will help i think. I am trying to stay focused on the fact that once Chase gets here in July, my life will change forever, and it will be for the better. Its the staying focused on that part that is giving me trouble. He called this morning and let me know he was okay, and to check up on me. Since im prego, he is SUPER concerned about me. I have what he likes to call "cling syndrome" so hes concerned about me stressing too much with the baby and all.... Kel has been a real rock for me so far and i am depending on her for that! lol (LOVE YOU KEL). I have recommended this site to the ladies in my FRG for support. For about 98% of us, this is our first deployment, so its going to be a bit scary. Please keep our unit in your thoughts and prayers and the families as well.. We need them!

Thanks ladies for all the support you give! You girls rock!

[littleurban]

:( about him leaving. You will get through it though!! This is my first deployment as well and I can't believe that it already has been a little over 3 months since Matt has been gone! Just keep busy and try not to think about it--sound easier than it really is, I know--
If you want to talk/vent we are all here for you!!:bighug:

[MrsJoey]

ill be here for you ALWAYS girl :) ALWAYS! im glad i got to chat with you on webcam last night, i wanted to reach through the computer and hug you! i am so proud of you with how well you're doing with this already-and i just love you so much!
anytime you need something let me know,and be lookin forward to your package full of suprises! ;)
i love you tanya! i hope the other girls in your FRG join so we can all meet em and support eachother :)

deployment motto = STAY BUSY ha!

[MrsJoey]

youre my hero girl- I LOVE YOU!!!
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AND he loves you too ;) probably more..i mean he DID marry you ;) he'll be home safe and soon to you and chase. NO worries girl. we all are here for you!
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[Kathryn]

We are all here for you! Try not to stress too much bc your little baby will know something is wrong :) We'll help you through this and I hope it goes by fast!

[ReginaCherie]

im sorry sweetie the begining is always hard. we are here for you. time will fly and soon chase will be here and before you know it your man will be back!

[Lana]

Yeah the girls are right the first part is always the worst but it does get easier. And soon you will be walking around thinking "Wow has it already been six months since he's been gone?" :) It's hard, but you're stronger!

[KristiMarie]

aww girl... i dunno if you have my messenger names or not butt totally hit me up if you dont. JM deploys soon... we can have our "deployments suck" moments together for the next year!!! Im with you i would LOVE LOVE LOVE to know when RandR is... then I could plan my dang wedding but keep your chin up!

[Mouse]

I know the girls have already said it but it does get easier. The first month or two is the worst and then little by little you get better. You're not alone in this. You have us and the little bean you're growing. :bighug:

[Spahr]

you are a strong woman! You can do this and soon enough u will have alittle one to keep u company!

[Tissa]

My husband also left this morning, he's only doing pre-deployment training so far but its still hitting me hard. Yesterday he got a phone call to let him know his medical flag has been cleared so its pretty definant. I knew it would clear but I guess part of me wanted a few more months. There's two more MP companies going after his so if he hadn't cleared or if something happens at training he'll most likely go with them. And I know he'd rather go with the guys he's drilled with for the past few years. Anyway when he told me about the phone call I wanted to just break down, but I held things together till after I droped him off this morning. Cause I didn't want to break down with all his army buddies around, we were at the yellow ribbon breifing when he got the call.
The yellow ribbon briefing is a presentation of all the benifits to help the spouses and National Guard soldiers transfer over to the Active duty system, since all the soldiers are considered active while on deployment.
Anyway I just wanted to let you know there's lots of us going through the same thing and we'll all be there for each other. Feel free to vent whenever you want. Deployments suck!! but we can all get through it cause we're strong and this experience will only make us stronger.

[KristiMarie]

Pre deployment training sucked.. thats when it hit me really that JM was deploying...